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Blue by TrueDarkHero Blue :icontruedarkhero:TrueDarkHero 0 0 Dragon Realm by TrueDarkHero Dragon Realm :icontruedarkhero:TrueDarkHero 1 0
Fools and Idiots
Blindly talented,
Talented blindness
Creator of realities,
And yet,
Unable to see reality,
As something uncreated
False illusions of intelligence,
A figment of imagination.
Unable to conspire a lie,
Unable to create a doubt,
Multiple hates, multiple times.
To love,
To friendship.
Not real,
Shouldn't be real.
Idiot not welcome,
Never welcomed.
Only idiots mourn stupidity,
Only fools cry for lost dreams.
I cry for both.
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A fool. That was all I ever amounted to. A simple fool with a talent for being blind. Unable to see what was clearly displayed, unable to accept just once that reality is not the way I create it to be.
And I thought I was smart. I thought I had some semblance of intelligence. Never once believing that it was a lie, never once doubting that there was something else. It never even occurred to me that I was being the thing I hated, several times over. I was an egotistical fool with a singular blindness when it came to love and fri
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The Demon Kaki Fera by TrueDarkHero The Demon Kaki Fera :icontruedarkhero:TrueDarkHero 0 2 Forbidden by TrueDarkHero Forbidden :icontruedarkhero:TrueDarkHero 0 0
Finally off the edge.
Safely on solid ground,
Safe to be alone.
My heart beat with contentment,
My mind relaxed
And my soul began to smile.
But then…
I'm standing on near the edge again.
I see you on the other side,
I see your sad smile,
And I want to hold your hand and see you through.
But the edge is there.
If I step out onto that edge,
It will start again.
I will lose bits of me,
As my soul trembles,
Knowing a single breath could sending me falling,
And I would be back to square one.
If I knew you were waiting on the other side,
I would take that plunge,
If I thought you could be with me,
I would gladly fall for you again.
But even I can learn,
I know there is a fatal gap between me and you.
I shake and back away from the edge
And from you.
You are far too easy to fall for.
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One moment,
            You're there,
And when I look again,
            You're not.
Why can't I see,
            The hole you tear in me?
Why do I refuse to believe,
            You ever loved me?
One instant,
            You're smiling,
And when I grin in return,
            You're screaming.
Why can't I cry,
            When I need to cry?
Why can't I just leave,
            The darkness that surrounds me?
One time,
            You smiled at me,
And whe
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Your Life, My death
Your life,
my death.
Your tears,
my death.
Your hate,
my death.
Your love,
my death.
Your death,
my death.
My... life,
your life?
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Inflicted by TrueDarkHero Inflicted :icontruedarkhero:TrueDarkHero 0 6 Forgotten But Not Forgiven by TrueDarkHero Forgotten But Not Forgiven :icontruedarkhero:TrueDarkHero 0 4
                The very realm was forsaken. They were guided to break with the gods, desecrating what they once held dear. They destroyed what they had built to the gods, both dark and light. Now, because of these actions, the gods were raging. The entire realm was forsaken.
                Many were outraged. They screamed, they stole, and worse of all, they killed. They were the ones who brought destruction on the realm and they were the ones who made it a reality.
                Others decided not to wait for their deaths. They ended their own lives rather than allow themselves to be claimed by the apocalypse. They chanted the ritual to the gods, begging forgiveness and giving their lives to atone for their sins. Only the gods never forgave them
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Without a Mind
Without a mind,
There isn't anything I miss.
Without a mind,
I'm right where I belong.
Without a mind,
Everything about me is fake.
Without a mind,
I am just an empty shell.
Without my mind,
I am lost,
drifting without a thought,
Just existing,
never wondering.
Without my mind,
I'm just waiting,
sitting here idly,
smiling at nothing,
nothing to smile about.
Without my mind,
I am gone,
everything i am destroyed,
no mention of humanity,
just a body without the soul.
Without my mind,
I am happy,
I am free,
but truly,
I am no longer me.
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Peeling back the layers,
I can see the faults,
The scars,
The hidden lies.
Peeling back the ages
I can see the webs,
The snarled strands,
The entangled lies.
Peeling back the mask,
I can see everything,
The ugly truth,
The hateful lies.
Peeling back the rage,
I can see my own faults,
The cool emotions,
The evil lies.
Peeling back the mind,
I can see the problem,
The stupid comments,
The hurtful lies.
Peeling back who I am,
I can see the future,
The encompassing loneliness,
The final lies.
Peeling back all the lies,
I finally see what I was meant to see,
The truth be told,
I was a lie.
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The sensation,
It travels my skin,
It captures my mind.
Nothing left,
But this sensation,
This feeling.
Never forgiven,
And yet so forgotten,
This sensation of mine.
I thought I had gotten past this
I thought I had moved on,
But I was wrong.
This sensation,
Its addicting,
It captures my mind.
This sensation,
This feeling,
The pain races across my skin,
And soothes my soul.
Only then can the tears fall.
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I can hear you whisper,
I sense the stares.
None of you understand,
All you can do glare.
I can hear your mockery,
I can sense your hate.
You dwell on who I was,
And never truly see who I am.
I can hear your plans,
I sense the anticipation.
You judge what I am,
With no thought of why I am.
I hear you coming,
I sense its time.
I turn to face you,
To face you and your prejudice,
To face the blade in your hand.
I turn to face my death,
Because I'm butch.
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Artist | Photography
Current Residence: In the back of your mind
Favourite genre of music: If I can sing to it, its all good
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player
Skin of choice: GOO!
Favourite cartoon character: Utena and Anthy, and Ami!
Personal Quote: Its all a matter of perspective
People! i exist! MUAH HA HA HA HA!!!

anyway, i do have a bunch of drawings i want to put up, some of which... most of which is yuri stuff. Its so pretty one of them. It has a whole story potential about it, which hasn't been written. In the picture, a angel and a fairy are leaning in to kiss each other.

But of course, fairies and angels never did get along... and since the fairy is a warrior fairy, trouble happens *the type of wings fairies have is based on what they are. If they are royalty, they have four tips. If they are warrier fairy they have three. Normal fairies have just two.*

Angel : what about the others?
Fairy: I don't care. I would rather soar with love than fly with wings.
Angel : *insert name here*...

Its so pretty. my only peeve about it is that its on lined paper ; _ ; nah:P

So... i WILL post that soon!

so says da Fera!


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xakana Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
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AngelicEclipse Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2005
You have some pretty cool stuff here. And also thanks for joining my club Much appreciated.
TrueDarkHero Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2005   Photographer
Rawr! No problem and thanks. I try.

^^ Fera
Lord-of-Yuri Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2005
Just poping by 2 say hey
rosesamanthahope Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2005
Thanks for the Fav!! ^^

Lord-of-Yuri Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2005
Thanks for the watch.
sodium-pentathol Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2005
Hey, cheers for the fav...

Rob SP
fanson Featured By Owner May 17, 2005
thank you SOSO much for the fav, love!! :glomp:
i appreciate it immensely :D
selva-amarga Featured By Owner May 3, 2005
Thank you so much the :+devwatch:
I'm falttered!!

DragomirEmil Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2005
wow, thank you for the +fav on "fallen angel" ^_^ I'm glad you enjoy!
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